Leaving it here because I’m not comfortable with it anywhere else, and it’s still a struggle to let it out. I don’t feel loved. I struggle to find relationships let alone keep them. I do know there are people who would do anything for me but I can’t help but feel like it’s for reasons other than loyalty or our history. Although it has driven me into a depression, I stay to myself because I’ve seen first-hand the level of low people will go with complete strangers. Staying to myself has helped me focus on myself and what’s important to me. The combination of Juice and my med card is probably what’s keeping me alive now. Listening to his music hearing about his battles with multiple illnesses brings me comfort, knowing somehow someway the fight we fight gets easier. So I’ll keep fighting, you should too. #LL999
