Hi! I’m a huge fan of Juice Wrld. I’m currently at a sober living house. I have been trying to get sober since last year. It has been rough for me and my family. I started using substances when I was 18 because I was in a toxic relationship. It went on for years during that time I found Xanax and was hooked on that for 5 years. I got kicked out of my house a lot. I couch surfed a lot, then finally I found a girl who I thought I would finally change for, but I didn’t. Things were good for a while, but I ended up not treating her good at all. We broke up and that started my Xanax use all over again. I have overdosed 3 times. My mom found me twice and had to use Narcan on me. On the 3rd overdose, I decided to get my life on straight so I got myself into an iOP. Did good for a while, and then one my friends OD’d and sadly didn’t make it, so that messed me up pretty badly. I ended up using again and my mom found the stuff I was using so she sent me to rehab. I did the 30 days, I really tried my best to stay sober but then I ended up hanging out with someone who I thought was in recovery and we ended up using, so I put myself back into iOP. During that time in iOP, I did good, but always ended up going back to using. On this last relapse, I went back to rehab and went to aftercare which is where I’m at now. I have always struggled with anxiety, social anxiety, and depression. The only way to cope was with drugs but after the OD I realized that they were only making my life worse, and my family’s life. So now where I’m at I’m trying to stay for 90 days instead of 30, and trying to get my life back into order. I have attended meetings. Now I have a homegroup and a sponsor. Just know you’re not alone if you need help, reach out for it ’cause I promise people do care. I have come to realize that. thank you for letting me tell my story. 999 forever long live Juice Wrld 🖤🕊️
