Juice’s music helps me a lot with my depression and anxiety. I’ve always had it and it is a struggle. I remember back in high school I was always taking Xanax, popping 2-3 a day. It helped me feel nothing. Sometimes I feel suicidal, but I can’t leave yet because my parents already lost a child, and I can’t have them go through that again. It was my older brother who passed back in January 2, 2018. It’s already been 4 years and 4 months. He struggled with a drug addiction and was also suicidal. I miss him so much, especially now that I am back on doing Xanax. It’s been a month straight on them and I’m mixing it with sleeping aid. I know it’s bad but it’s the only thing that makes me feel numb. But Juice’s music helps me a lot. His words describe what I feel and his music is my happy place. Even when I am sober for a bit, his music makes everything feel better. I’m struggling at the moment, but I know I’ll be fine soon.
