I started using drugs 4 years ago, at first everything was fine… I worked, had a normal social status, wife, money… but then everything became a blur. I was fired from my job and lost all money and wife. My ex wife(now) was a saint, I still don’t understand how she tolerated me at all. After she left, I started using drugs and drinking twice as much. There was only one thought in my head, where to find a dose, depression. I’m also a musician, we play punk rock and it’s good. Accordingly, I never listened to rap and did not know the likes of Juice WRLD. Once I saw a video for the song robbery and made a masculine decision to stop using drugs and drinking otherwise it’s a road to nowhere. And now I’ve been completely clean for over a year, no desire to drink or use. I recovered almost everything that I lost. I just want to say thank you to Juice WRLD for saving me from this abyss. Thank you for everything you’ve done. I think you saved millions of lives, but you didn’t save yours…. Rest in peace Jarad Anthony Higgins you are the best. I love you