My depression and anxiety started years ago. Back then I would hide all of my problems. I thought I couldn’t let anyone know how I felt because they wouldn’t believe me, they might get angry with me, or they might think I’m crazy. Depression and anxiety drove me to drug and alcohol addiction and a suicide attempt. I drank 2 bottles of liquor to try to kill myself. I pushed everyone that cared for me away because I was afraid. I didn’t want anyone to worry about how I felt because I thought I wasn’t worth it. Then I went to a residential facility for teenage boys. I was there for exactly 100 days. It changed me. I still have mental health issues, but I’m a lot better than I was months ago. I don’t do drugs or drink anymore, and I don’t self-harm. I opened up to my friends and my mom when something is wrong. Juice WRLD’s music helped me through all of this. I don’t think I would’ve made it without his music. 999 Forever
