I don’t know how to start. I have struggled with anxiety and depression for most of my life. I was sexually harassed as a kid, my family never loved each other, or no one loved me, and I’m suicidal. I grew up being afraid of drowning in my own bedroom, and I don’t really know what to do. I feel the pain 24/7, like it never goes away. I’m stuck here in my head and thoughts, I can’t save myself and no one is going to. I hate it here.  Thank u 4 letting me have the chance to share some of the sh I had to deal with. 999