The reason I’m typing this is because my life for some reason has been a lot like Juice and I always wondered how I understood what he was going through. Today I read an interview of what he said about his 999 tattoo, and I understood before I even read the rest of the article, just based off what he said, I completely understood him “taking whatever ill, whatever bad situation, whatever struggle you’re going through and turning it into something positive to push yourself forward.” When I was going through a lot at age 16, I was really depressed, and I was thinking of suicidal things. All of a sudden, out of nowhere, my mind just clicked. I thought of a way I could fix my bad feelings. Instead of holding in all my emotions, I can put them in an imaginary trash can and throw them away and never see them ever again. I didn’t even plan it though, it just like appeared in my head, if that makes sense. After I saw that interview today, I always thought I was meant to help someone or just people, and the only way I thought I could do it is through music. That’s why I do it because I want them to relate or learn everything I did to make them go in a better direction. So they can learn from my music that there are others that go through it too, and there are always people that are here for you no matter what.
