My whole life I lived around constant drama. With my mom, I grew up without money. While living with her, there was lots of abuse involved with me. I got taken from her luckily to live with my dad, an abusive alcoholic. For years, I was given trauma by him mentally and physically. Now, I no longer live with him after years of hell. I now live in a healthy environment with my aunt. However, I am still very depressed. I figured after leaving my dad, I’d be happier, but I noticed I’m even worse mentally. I feel very alone and have felt it for a long time. I honestly don’t know how much longer I can hold on. My head is haunted everyday with the trauma memories and thoughts I have. I feel worthless, like I have nothing else to live for and how I’ve lost so many people already.
