I have always grown up with a dysfunctional family, especially since my dad left after my parents’ divorce. Which completely ruined my life considering my dad was the man of the house and had everything under control. He would fill the house with stories, play sports with us, bring us to nice restaurants, ask how our day was and just knew how to bring the family together.
But now it’s just awkward for all of us, especially since now I personally have changed direction in my life with my passion since it was in conflict with my religion. So, trying to study in college while hearing my brother’s aggressive voices from the video games and my mom who’s just overwhelmed, antisocial, and seemed to quit on life. It’s complete chaos and I can’t even remember the last time we actually went out as a happy family together.
I used to listen to Juice’s music all the time whenever I was upset or depressed or just to relate my struggles and worries to his. But now it’s worse than ever for me and now I have depression and anxiety which I can only now cope with motivational videos and light music. Jarad, I wish you the best my man and hope you rest in peace brother🤞❤️
