Currently in high school, I struggle with extreme bouts of depression, I get anxiety and can’t sleep at all at night. Even with my best friend by my side, I feel alone all the time. Sometimes it really does feel like these drugs I do are my only true friends. It’s so hard, with my grandparents (I don’t live with my parent), being overly religious, it feels like I can’t ever get any help. How can others help if I can’t help myself?