Hi. I’m Emma. I’m not that young, but I’m not that old either. It feels like I’m too young to be feeling the feels I been feeling, but I’m too old to cry. I’ve never shown my feelings to anybody. I don’t feel safe with it, I’ve never had anybody who understands. Everybody thinks my life is so perfect. I had a fairly good childhood. My parents are still married. I had a roof over my head and food on the table. But, I still ended up like this. I was diagnosed with anxiety almost a year ago now, but it’s been like this for much longer. All signs point to depression as well, but I haven’t ever opened up about it to anybody before. Until now. Juice WRLD saved my life. His music was my only escape from reality, and I lost myself in it. I know so many, probably hundreds, of his songs by heart. I wish I could have gone to one of his concerts before he passed. He is my lifeline and I listen to his voice every day. I wish I could tell him all of this. He made me realize that I am better than the demons in my head and I can do amazing things. To anybody reading this, you are not alone and you too can do amazing things. Remember that. You are somebody’s something. These things are tough, but not above you. With all love, Emma & 9994L

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