My mum had me when she was young. My dad denied having a child with her and left, so I wasn’t raised by my parents but family relations. This really belittled me because everybody sees me a liability and this is so disturbing. Disturbing with the fact that pressure comes from both family and outside. I don’t feel loved. I’m ignored in conversations. I don’t have anyone to express my feelings to, and no one to check on my when I can’t put my shit together. I became so sad, unwanted, and depressed. As the days go by it gets worse. Life itself makes me cry. I’m so tired of it.
I remember when I first heard Juice Wrld’s songs, I said to myself “finally someone who understands. Rest in perfect peace 
, you really impacted my life.” I’m still fighting and I hope in the end I’m victorious.
Hope you understand.
Thanks
