i, my name is Jack and I am 14 from LA and a freshman in high school. I just have been feeling lost lately and I feel like I am not worth it. It’s hard seeing this girl I am talking to talk to other guys. I just always hold back my feelings for people, but I’m scared to tell her that I like her. I just feel like i am lost and I don’t know what to do with my life. I have nothing to motivate me when I do stuff like play hockey or want to start making music. One of few things that keeps me going is my grandma and grandpa. I lost my grandma 5 years ago and I miss her every day. I want to keep on fighting for her and for my grandpa, and I just am barely still here. I am seeing help and I can say it helps a lot, and if you need help get it. It may have been hard at first but it helps.