Since I was younger, I’ve always been ugly, fat, poor, no friends at school, always alone. I’ve been bullied and that changed how live my life today. I suffer with social anxiety, depression, feeling stuck in the same place and alone. Never had a girlfriend or any kind of romantic relationship. I just feel like I’m no good for anyone. I’ve liked some girls, but they’ve always just ignored me or joke about my feelings, so I just give up on love and stopped to care about people.
Today I’m 30 years old, still suffer from anxiety, depression and have few friends. I’ve changed how I look and lost weight. I have a good job, but still never had a girlfriend. I’ve been in love with a girl that has a boyfriend on my job for 2 years and I never told her my feelings… I can say I’ve never felt this way for anybody, but because I can’t be with her, my depression is getting worse and worse… I feel stuck, I don’t know what to do. Sometimes I feel I really don’t know how to communicate with people and just run away and hide. I’m probably never going to seek help for my problems. Juice songs have been helping me all these years. He is really a hero for all of us, I really miss him. Thank you everyone.
