The last three years have been the hardest times ever, I have been the lowest of the low. To be honest I probably wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for your music. I listened to Juice Wrld and his lyrics through happy and sad. It kept me going somehow and believing in 999. It was like he was talking to me directly with what I was going through.
From the beginning of my life, I had always been a little different, probably a little undiagnosed Asperger’s. My mum told me that I was Asperger’s then found out she lied to me. Mental health weighed me down being told I was different and told to take medication, I was so depressed. As an adult it is the most powerful thing! I think of things a bit differently. Still my mum used it against me at every turn. But she can believe what she wants, I still love her and everyone else. I know who I am and what I am worth. I had my heartbroken, things came out about people that I never knew could be possible… When I needed to cry, I cried with you, I questioned myself and who I even am. I felt like I was going crazy then I questioned who everyone else is. How my partner could hurt me and treat me like he did. Now I know that doesn’t matter, things are out of control but in our control at the same time. Thank you Juice Wrld, I love you! Life and love and I found you 💖