Hello beautiful lost souls. I struggle with bi-polar, depression, and anxiety. Since I was very little, I noticed I was a depressed child. I suffered a lot of emotional, verbal, physical and mental abuse. I started drinking and popping pills at the age of 10. I fell into heavy hard-core addiction at the age of 22. My addiction made my depression so much more difficult to deal with. I lost everything from custody of my daughter, my job, my home, my vehicle, my friends and family. I struggled with heroin and methamphetamine for a very long time. I wish I could write my whole testimony here for everyone to read. I just have trouble finding the words to use. What I can tell you is after watching Juice Wrld documentary, I reopened wounds I forgot about. I was reminded of my high and my struggle with addiction. I saw my opportunity to come on here to share I am now on my road to recovery. It’s been over 2 years now since I’ve last used any substance. It is very difficult but never impossible. I pray everyone struggling with mental health or substance abuse seeks the help they need. I pray you receive the right help and the guidance you need to surpass the struggle. Don’t give up. Ask for help. Ef your statistics. WE DO RECOVER.