I‘m 17 years old now, turning 18 in a few weeks.
I‘m from Germany, growing up in a normal middle class home. When I was 10 my parents started to argue for a few years. I was just too young to understand and it left me scarred since a few years.
It was 2018 when I had lost some interest in things I liked. But I didn’t realize that it was a Depression until 2020.
It was Summer 2020, around the release of Legends Never Die. I was in love with a girl. That girl didn‘t want a relationship and in that moment I felt the emptiness inside of me.
Since then I knew it was Depression. I cried for days but I wasn‘t thinking of giving up.
The longer I live, the more I lose the will to live. I deal with it to this day.
The suffering of my thoughts and lack of concentration had my grades getting worse. May 2022, a friend of mine, the nicest girl on the planet, brought me to a doctor. And since then I‘m waiting for a place for psychotherapy.
Please, go to a doctor or at least talk with your friends, you’re worth it.
