Hello, I am 12 years old and I am going to turn 13 in 3 weeks from now. I have listened to juice since I was 9 years old and to know that he has passed is truly horrible. My father when I was 7 years old had an extreme drug problem because of depression. He had died the following year that our mother had to leave. My mother left because she didn’t want me to spiral into a drug problem, and because my father was buying them from gangs/horrible people. 6 months after we left he had gotten shot in his heart and he had to wear 2 bags for the rest of his life. He had left me a note (non suicide note) that my parents kept away from he and he had told me how that when he was my current age that his parents would read him The Hobbit, and he would take the book and sneak into the bathroom to read it. My mother also has a methadone drug addiction and my grandfather is addicted to pills but is slowing down. I would never hurt myself in any way but it is very hard for so many things to happen in such a short span of my life. My friends don’t know about how much I have gone through in my life but they know that I have been through a lot. I hope that whatever anybody is going through goes through whatever they are dealing with. I have failed 3rd grade because I suffered from a lot of depression. Although, my life is starting to come back together. I have been looking at life from a different perspective. Although, Covid has been making things worse. It’s okay for me though because everybody I have interacted within the last year have been the best people I have ever met in my life. From giggling with each other to going to extreme love for one another. I really do love Juice’s music as much as I love everything else in life, and as my last weeks of my main part of my childhood fade away, I wanna leave this message to Juice’s family and to tell them that I love everything that you guys are doing. The charities, music releases, remembrances of Juice, I could never thank you enough for what you guys have helped me get through in life and to so forward in life. Thank all of you for everything. Goodbye
