I’m 25, I remember being a sad kid and I was really alone. When I was 13 I started having panic attacks. I’ve been on medication for depression and anxiety since i was 17. I’ve always been really intense with my feelings. I never knew how to deal with all my bad feelings and bad thoughts… I gave up a couple times. I really felt like there was no way to make those feelings go away… I’ve been doing drugs since I was 14, it’s really hard for me to stay sober… until now, I still do drugs, and I still struggle to stop, but now I got a job, and a degree, and that made me more responsible… I found Juice Wrld on YouTube, and i just related so much to all his lyrics. His songs really helped me so much. I feel like if we had met in person, we would have a lot to talk about. I really feel like I lost my best friend, for real. Cause that’s how much his songs mean to me… It’s just unexplainable…  I really hope to get better. I’m trying to stay positive, and I try not to put myself down… I just really hope that we all heal together.

-Noah