I used to struggle with depression back when I was younger. I never really knew what it meant to be honest, but I knew I was going through it alone and it had a huge toll on me because of how depressed and alone I felt. Everything was just so silent. I felt like no one could hear me. I felt so alone no matter what I did to distract myself there was always an empty feeling inside of me just growing day after day after day. I’m still young and it amazes me to how much people my age go through this stuff on a daily, but Jarad really helped me get through it a lot. I never learned how to love myself properly and accept who I was. I had issues I thought made me a crappy person and that there was no turning back. It all changed though when I started listening to Juice Wrld. I really don’t know how to explain it but his music just lights something in me and it always captivates me. I just relate so much to it. It’s almost like I can feel the music if you know what I mean. I get sad sometimes knowing I’ll never get to meet Jarad, but the good impact he’s left on me and millions of others influences me to do better for myself and for my loved ones. If anyone out there is dealing with depression or anxiety or even dealing w trauma you are not alone, there is someone out there anyone even me that’s willing to help you go thru it and be there for you.
