Found this website cuz the end of the HBO doc had it tagged, not sure this is a success story, but I want to share. I have been on a long mental health journey, collected some expensive addictions along the way, and still have no idea what is goin on. I listen to Juice and I can hear some of what i feel in his voice. I suspected he had depersonalization, or derealization, disorder because of some of his lyrics, and when I watched the doc it was confirmed by the Kid Laroi, who also seems to understand the curse of feeling nothing is real. I have been diagnosed with both depersonalization and derealization disorder, among other things and some personality disorders, but to hear it actually said aloud with emotion and connection is amazing. I feel like these crazy thoughts and demons in my head are a little quieter when I feel Juice relate to me thru his words.
