Jarad saved me from suicide, soon if I hadn’t listened to his music, his story, himself, I would have done it. I was at the bottom of the abyss and I only listened to his music because I had lost interest in everything, I was apathetic and didn’t want to eat anything, and he lifted me up. It was only because of his philosophy of life that I found the strength to go on living. Now I have anxiety, but I got over the depression and started to control the anxiety. Now I have learned to look at the world with different eyes, maybe positive eyes. I wish I could have met him, but…. Rest in peace, my brother. I hope you find peace now.