I have struggled with depression, anxiety, and self-hate for as long as I can remember. When I was old enough to realize there are substances that would numb me, it was a no brainer. I think I was 10 years old the first time I got high. I still struggle with depression and anxiety. I have tried everything: countless medications, one-on-one therapy, group therapy, inpatient, outpatient, you name it….. Honestly, the ONE and ONLY thing that has ever helped and still